From the Mouth of Madness

So am I the only one who seems to enjoy my trips to Insanity?   I treat it like a trip and I like my trips.   I'm a weird person to start with but it seems lately, I've gotten a bit weirder.  maybe it's because I have this cold..  maybe it's my destiny to go insane...  who knows... I do know one thing.  I think I'd play the part of the eccentric millionaire just perfectly.  I'm already eccentric, I just need the money to go with it.  lmao

 

 

The world of publishing

I'm reading a book about self publishing and the processes involved in it. I was already leaning towards self publishing but this book is making me lean more and I'm only up to chapter 3. Lol. I do believe the only thing holding me back is the cost. You have to pay for a lot of different services if you want to do it right unless you want to do a lot of work yourself. Let's face facts. I am a lazy and avoid work. Lol so I'd want all the services I can get and that costs moola.

I have two finished books and I'm working on a third and that's not counting the editing and additional work needed on them. I will of course keep reading the self publishing book and worry how to pay for it later but I wanted to get it out there into the universe that I will be published someday. It will happen. I probably won't get rich from my books but I can't wait to see my name on a book that I wrote! It's not about fame either. For me, it's a sense of accomplishment.

Oh, and I will celebrate my ass off when it happens. Lol

Rough Days

When I originally started this blog, I was going to use it solely to show off my weird dreams and poetry and writing junk like that.  It was going to be a place free from my health issues.  As the years have gone by, I have posted a couple of health related things and rants and junk like that.   I still want to keep this blog mainly for my musings, dreams, and stuff related to writing.   However, I need a place to vent as well.   A place where I can post my thoughts, free from judgments and idiots and stress.   This is my blog.  I don't post things to amuse you. I do it to amuse myself and also to get things out there in the universe.   You are free to skip these kind of posts if you want.  There are labels to the right of your screen and you can click on a word to take you to posts related to that word.   Or, you can just go away.   lol  

 

Now on to what's bugging me today.   I started the day in a not so good mood (for unknown reason).  It was made worse when I found my package is stuck in Kentucky because it missed it's connection.  grrr.  Then I was asked stupid questions at work.  Stupid questions are nothing new but today they irritated me.  Then, after coming in from a break outside, my left foot decided to cramp up and just hurt for the hell of it.  I could barely walk back to my desk it hurt so badly. I was near tears, but I made it to my desk.  Once I sat down, the pain magically went away.  I relaxed a bit and then half hour later, I stood up, took 2 steps, the pain was back in my left foot.  Oh, but wait, the right knee and right hand decided to hurt too.   And let's not discuss the fact that my right elbow has been hurting all week making use of that arm near impossible. 

 

My foot pain is still there but has dwindled some.  It better go away before I get off work because I really have to go grocery shopping.  I'm out of everything.   if  the pain is still there, I'll still go shopping but only get what I can't do without for a couple of days like dry cat food, soap, something for dinner and lunch tomorrow.

 

I've been taking a new multivitamin for almost a week now.  I thought maybe it would help with the Rheumatoid Arthritis symptoms but haven't noticed anything yet.   But that's okay.  I didn't expect anything to happen yet.   But maybe it will help with the Fatigue, that's my biggest issue. 

 

I haven't written anything in my books since April 25th.  Mainly because I have been so tired and in pain.  I hate it.  Also, while I am dreaming, I haven't been remembering my dreams lately.    That may be because I have been so tired.  Who knows...  

 

I have been thinking of reposting some of my poems with the pictures I made for them.  I have them saved.   maybe doing that will get me writing again.   I have to get back to work, duty calls.      As always, thanks for reading!

 

Weirdo or Not?

I'm not a weirdo.  I am a disturbed individual with a unique view of the world and things around me.   Could you imagine if I ate glue as a kid like my class mates did?