Dream time!

Last night I had a strange dream.   Every time I thought about writing it down today, the thought escaped me and I forgot again. So I’m writing now while I can. Lol

Okay, it starred me and Damon Wayans.  This guy > http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001834/    I was in jeans and t-shirt.  Damon was dressed oddly.   He had skin tight purple leggings with a paisley top that hung off of one shoulder and he had a red bandana on his head and he wore big loop earrings. O.o  lmao  Anyways, We were in this huge building. It wasn’t a house. I think it was underground.  We were in a very long hallway and I couldn’t see either end of it.  Along the hallway were tons of doors.  I wanted to just walk down the hallway and find the end of it. Damon thought the way out was behind a door.  So he was opening each door.  He had a funny talk too.

“Let’s see what’s behind this one.”  He opens door and screams like a girl, and slams it shut. “Okay, not this one.  Let’s go to the next one.”

It would go on and on like that.  He wasn’t finding anything good behind the doors but I was laughing too much to be scared.

We were on like the 12th door when I woke up.  

Dream time!

Last night, I dreamed that I was at a grocery store in the checkout.  It was my turn and the cashier sort of looked like Angela Bassett.  I struck up a conversation with her and she had a New Orleans accent.  I told her I had been laid off so jokingly asked if she could give me any deals.    She said she’d see what she could do.   She then talked about herself. she said she married James Garner last year but nobody believed her because he died in 2014.  I told her it did seem pretty unbelievable.   

She leaned closer to me and said “Ah, but I’ll let you in on a secret, cher.  I brought him back to life.  I ask the spirits to bring him back to me and they listened.   I will ask the spirits to help you too.” 

The whole time, a customer behind me is snorting and laughing and not hiding the fact that he thinks the cashier is fruity.  I’m thinking, but James Garner died in 2014. She’s not really married to him.  Maybe she’s an obsessed fan who can’t deal with his death.  Then I suddenly hear her say.  “Ah, yes. here he comes now.”  

I look up and here comes James freaking Garner walking up to her with a huge smile on his face.  He looks younger, maybe in his 50s.  I’m stunned as he walks right up to her and kisses her.   He looks at me and I just say “uh... Hi James.”  

“Hi yourself.  I see she’s been talking about me again.”    

“Yea. she has.”  

The cashier is smiling huge because she’s looking around and all her coworkers have basically stopped doing anything and are staring at James Garner.   I lean back in to her and say  “So, do you think the spirits really could help me?”

And then I woke up.  

Dream time: The Dollhouse Mysteries

Last night, I had a fun dream.  I was in a room with a lot of other people. It was like a classroom and we all had large desks in front of us.  We were given assignments to find another way to do what you loved.  If you loved painting, you had to use another medium like chalk or pencil.  If you loved making things out of clay, you had to try using wood.  Me?  Since I loved to write, I had to find another way to get my story across and not use something simple like a video camera.

I chose to use a doll house.   Yup, it was a huge doll house with three floors, and six rooms on each floor.  The house opened up down the middle so you could see three rooms on each side of the floor split.    So I sat there with the doll house in front of me and thought of what story to use.  Like my writing, I didn't have anything planned out.  I just decided to start with a room and go from there.  I started with the attic and added boxes and trunks and ghosts.  Let me say that i somehow had everything in miniature in front of me. Everything I needed was there. Well, except for the ghosts.  for those, I took miniature dress mannequins and wrapped tissue paper around them.  lol

Attic was done. Moved on to the next room.  There, I started adding a bedroom set made of some light colored wood.  Everything was pristine and beautiful except there was a red liquid spilled on the bed.   The next room was a bathroom with the usual features.  I added a naked doll so that he was taking a shower.    The third room was another bedroom with blues of various shades.  All normal except for the two kids, a girl and a boy, huddled and shivering in a corner.  

On and on the rooms went, each with their scenes.  The dream fast forwards a bit and I'm working on the final room. The living room.  It was a Christmas scene. A decorated christmas tree next to a couch.  Stockings, and garland decorating the fireplace. Christmas lights were lined up along the archway that led to the dining room.  In the corner, behind the couch, a man was hanging from the ceiling. O.o  Yup. A man hung from a noose and slightly swayed.

The instructor came over to see what I had done and I was just putting up the finishing touch of a skeleton on a rocking chair on the porch.   I smiled brightly at the instructor who had a look of horror on his face as he examined all the rooms.   I was proud of my work and couldn't wait to get his opinion.   unfortunately, I woke up just as he looked at me and started to back away from me. lmao

Howdy all!

Hello to all new visitors.  If you are new here, let me tell about this blog.  I named this blog The Dream Writer because I am a writer who has wacky dreams. I try to post here often but sometimes forget or can't think of anything good to post.  However, I've decided I'm going to post here whether it's good or not. Lucky you. LOL

First, a reminder. You can see past posts by clicking on the Blog Archive section or by clicking on words in the Labels section to the right.  If you click on the labels called Poem, you'll see all my posts with poems in them.  If you click on Dream, you'll see all my posts about my dreams. You get the idea.  

Now on to a dream I had last night.  

The dream starts with me watching TV.  only thing I remember seeing on the tv is seeing a commercial.  It’s a man and a woman skiing down a mountain.  They are wearing matching ski pants and bras.  yes, the man was wearing a bra.  O.o     Then the dream jumps.  I had snuck in to an auditorium filled with a ton of people.  It had stadium seating around 3 walls.  They ushered one woman out who wasn’t supposed to be there so I kind of sank down in my seat.   The woman next to me was standing and trying to calm everybody down because they were angry somebody had snuck in.  I look up at the woman and it’s Ellen DeGeneres.  She sees me trying to be invisible and sits down while she says:

“Oh, you can stay.  Don’t worry. It was just that woman who couldn’t.   You’ll need to turn off your phone though.  We don’t allow those in here.”  

I fumble with my phone and a notebook. “Can I write down stuff?”

“Oh sure. just turn off the phone.”  

I manage to find the mute switch and turn it off.   The phone in turn calls me Bitch repeatedly before shutting up. Ellen looks at it and then at me  “Did it just call you a bitch?”

my mouth hangs open a bit, “Yea I guess it did.”  

And then I woke up.  oooooooooook

Dream time!

Since it's been a while since I shared a dream, I thought I'd share the one I had last night. 

The dream starts with me waking up after a long night of sleep.   When I open my eyes, I see chaos.  The front door was splintered and in pieces, everything on my entertainment unit was thrown about and scattered around the room, cushions slashes, dining room table was on it's side.  Everything was destroyed. 

I was in shock and just kind of stumbling around the living room.   I look out the now nonexistant front door and see the neighbor's door across from me is in the same shape.  I go stand in the hallway outside my apartment and look in other apartments.  All of them were destroyed like mine. 

The guy across from me comes up to me and we try to figure out what happened.  He said he had slept soundly and didn't wake up at all which is odd for him since he's a light sleeper.   Another neighbor had kids and they all said they slept just as soundly.   Eventually, the police arrive and tell us we need to leave for a few days so they could go through everything and try to collect evidence.  

I reached down to pick up a pile of books to take with me but the police wouldn't let me.  I looked around and spotted teenage boys hiding in the closets near the front doors of their apartments. they were playing handheld video games and ignoring everybody. 

With nothing else to do, I go get in my car. the police wanted me to go to an address and get checked out by the doctor (along with my neighbors).  I go there and afterward, I go to get in my car again only to find the floor of the car is gone.  The gas and brake pedals are there and the car is functional. It's just that the floor of the car is gone.   makes driving interesting.  I woke up as I was driving on a highway and feeling the wind come in around my feet. 

yup...  just another odd dream for me.   I think it would make an interesting book.  What happened to the apartments?  What destroyed everything?  Why were the police being secretive?  Where the Hell did the floor of the car go?  o.O

Strange dreams

I had another strange dream last night. I think it was one continuous dream but could have been two dreams, back to back. 

 

Starts out with my sisters and me going over to Terri’s house to watch a movie. Upon entering, she tells us they’ve had a problem with spiders lately. She said they’ve been dropping from the ceiling a lot. I turned around to leave but Terri assured me they were gone and they had done a bug bomb on the place. So I stay and we watch a movie. I wasn’t watching a movie though, I kept my eyes on the ceiling,. Sure enough, spiders started dropping. Terri tried to keep me there and said it wasn’t a big deal but I left. I got the impression I was going to a hotel because I couldn’t go home. I don’t know why. Anyways, I left. 

 

Now, either the dream continues or a new one starts. I was in a hotel room with Sam and Dean from Supernatural. Yup.. no, it wasn’t a threesome. you perv. We had just come off a hunt and the police were looking for the three of us. We decided to split for a couple of weeks and meet back at Bobby’s place. I went to the mall to get a change of clothes. I didn’t want to use credit cards because that would lead the police to me but I didn’t have any cash. so I ducked into a clothes carrousel. You know the round stands full of clothes? Yup, I hid in the center of one, shoved clothes into my duffel bag and waited for other customers to leave. When the coast was clear, I left the store. As I was walking by another store, their alarms started going off. I panicked which was stupid because I hadn’t even been in that particular shop. but I panicked and started hurrying out of the mall. Once I got out of the doors, I ducked between cars and hid. sure enough, mall security came out and looked around. They went back into the mall and I walked through the parking lot to the road. There, I kept walking, relieved that nobody was after me and I had gotten away. As I’m walking, a car slows and kept pace beside me. I heard somebody say you want a ride but before I could see who it was I woke up.

so yea.. interesting night

Dream time!

I haven't shared a dream here in a while so here's the latest one I had last Thursday night.

Last night, I dreamed that everybody in the world could suddenly remember everything about their past lives.  Every detail, every life they ever lived was fresh in their minds.  It caused issues with a lot of people.   

I was upset about one of my past lives.  In it, I was a girl about 10 years old and the setting reminded me of Little House on the Prairie with the houses and dresses.   I was wearing a dusty rose dress and a bonnet.  I was mad because my aunt (she was also my current Aunt) promised to show me how to make pinafores but she kept delaying and coming up with excuses as to why she hadn’t shown me yet.  Side note, I didn’t know what pinafores were until I googled it this morning.  Weird.  Anyways, I decided to go to my aunt’s house and make her show me.  I was tired of waiting.  To get to her house, I had to walk along the woods.  There was a ditch on one side of me and the trees on the other side with a river in the ditch.   I tripped and fell down the ditch and into the river, then drowned. 

In my current life, I was sitting around the table with Mom and two of my Facebook friends, Sharon and Kathy S.   Mom was asking why my Aunt Kathy wasn’t at the table with her and I explained that I was too mad at her and told them the past life with me drowning.  Mom told me to let it go already because she wanted to see her sister.  Sharon agreed with me and said I had the right to be mad.  Kathy S. agreed with my mom. 

An argument started about who was right and who was wrong and I woke up in the middle of the argument

Star Studded Dream

 

I don’t normally dream of celebrities all that often.  My dreams usually have people I’ve never met before.  Strangers.   Well, early this morning, I had a dream with few celebrities in it and this one creeped me out.  sounds like a movie in the making to me and knew I had to share it on my blog.  So here ya go.    

 

Alec Baldwin sent me an email, talking about a charity lunch that a ton of stars were going to.  At first, I got excited because I thought he was going to ask me to go but then he started talking about Anthony Hopkins and his daughters.   He was saying that they were all sweet and 9 years old.   Before I knew it, Alec was asking me to babysit Anthony's kids.  

 

I was going to say no but then I thought " hey, I'll be in a celebrity's house.  I can take lots of pictures and make up a story to explain why I was there."   

 

So I accepted.  Alec sent me the address to show up and when.  I drive there in my ford Taurus I used to have and realize, it's the place where the charity lunch is taking place.   I park the car and step out and on my way to the building, 4 identical 9 year old blonde girls step in my path. They all wore pretty white dresses with red sash around their waists and they had a red ribbon in their hair.   

 

They spoke as one with one voice.  "You don't belong here."  

 

Creeped out, I stepped around them and said "how about I look for your dad and let him decide?"  

 

So I dash into the building and find several long tables set up and people milling about.   I stopped at the first table and asked a guy where I could find Anthony Hopkins.  His voice made me turn and look at him.  It was Gerard butler with long hair. Wow.   He pointed me to the right table and I found Hopkins talking to Stephen Hawkins but Hawkins voice device wasn't working.  Instead, he had to mumble his words but Hopkins understood him fine.  

 

"Mr. Hopkins?  Hi, I'm Katie."  He looks at me blankly "Alec Baldwin said you needed a babysitter today so here I am.  He sent me an email about it.  I printed it up and it's in my car. I can get it if you want to see it. ". 

 

"That won't be necessary.  The girls are fine by themselves.  They're just outside and know where I am. "

 

"Are you sure?  I can stay and watch over them."

 

"You don't want to do that. Trust me.  They are better off left alone."

 

" okie dokie.  I'll just be leaving now".  

 

I rush out to my car and see the girls on the grass kicking a red rubber school ball back and forth to each other.  They giggle and look innocent until they all look at me at the same time.   Yeah, I hurried to my car and started it.   Put it in reverse and stepped on the break, only to find the pedal is gone. The gas pedal is gone too.  The car rolls backward and I can't stop it.  I try to change gears to stop it, and the car goes forward and bumps into another parked car.  I hear laughter to the left of me and see all four girls, standing beside my car, laughing at me.   

 

Yeah, that's when I woke up

 

Katie the Spy

I know I haven't posted on here in a while so I thought I'd entertain you with a dream I had last night.  so here ya go....

 

I was supposed to retrieve a usb drive from a building.  I had to sneak in, grab it and get out. spy stuff. I managed to grab the usb drive but on my way out, I was caught by two brothers.  

 

One was more sympathetic to me.  He wouldn't let his brother hurt me.   I tried to talk him into letting me go with the drive because it had really bad stuff on it. stuff that could kill people. the brothers took me to a room where the sympathetic one tied me to a chair but he tied the ropes loosely.  once I was alone, I managed to free myself.   I went to the door, surprised to find it unlocked.   I was able to hear the two brothers talk and the really bad one said he was taking the drive to the main server room.  Once the drive was plugged in, the info would spread and people would start dying or something like that.   I didn't understand how but I knew I couldn't let it happen. 

 

The sympathetic one knew I was there and listening but he didn't say anything.  I was able to follow them to the room.  Once the brothers were in the room, I hid in a closet across from them and waited for them to go away. 

soon the brothers left.   I got into the room and easily found the usb drive.  I swiped it and got out of the room.  I was running down the hall when I heard voices.  I ducked in another room and waited until the voices went away.  I did this repeatedly as I went down the floors.  Finally, I reached the lobby of the huge building to see both brothers standing there, waiting for me.  the really evil brother had his good one in cuffs  and leaning in front of him on his knees.  the bad one had a gun to his head. 

 

Bad guy "He always was a bit too kind hearted for my tastes.   I knew he'd fall for your charms sooner or later." 

 

me "Well, let us go and you won't have to worry about us anymore." 

 

bad guy laughs "I'm afraid I can't do that.  Give me the usb drive."    He cocks his gun.  "Now."   

 

the good brother shakes his head no but I can't let him die.  so I hand over the usb drive.  The bad guy hooks it up to a computer that magically appears (hey, it's a dream after all) and presses a few buttons.  "do you know what's on this drive?  What the information does?"   I shake my head no.  "Let me demonstrate." 

 

Suddenly, I hear heavy metallic footsteps headed my way.   the bad guy has a huge grin on his face and looks behind me.   As the foot steps get closer, I look over my shoulder.  "Oh crap."  

 

The bad guy starts laughing because he's obviously crazy.  "You see, my dear?   This usb drive has the key components for artificial intelligence.  The military designed it so they could create their own robots to replace soldiers.  Once I heard about it,  I just had to have it.    It works wonderfully, doesn't it?"  He laughs again then speaks to the robot.  "X-412, target is the female in front of you.   Kill her."  

 

I duck as the robot reaches for me.  I get behind it, trying to find some wires to pull or something.   I was fighting a robot twice my size to the death and.....

 

I woke up.   I hope I lived.  lmao

Long time no post

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. but I must tell you about a crazy dream I had last night.

 

I was with two ladies and a guy in a house that appeared normal at first but none of us knew how we got there.   The guy was hunkalicious yummy.  lol The other two ladies were flirting with him.  One more so than the other.  The gal with long black hair was really coming on to him and draping herself all over him.  He would try to ease himself away from her as we all looked for a way out.  

 

Every door we found led to another room.  We couldn't find the door to get us out of the house.  So we wandered for a bit and the guy was trying to ignore the black haired lady.  Finally he had enough and shoved her away, yelling "Knock it off.  This isn't the time for whatever you have in mind. We  have to get out of here!  Either help us find a way out or we go our separate ways." 

 

The black haired lady did not like that he refused her advances.  She stood there and glaring at us and her hair started to float upwards.  "You would choose them over me?  Me!   You're not here for them! You're mine!"  

 

As the gal started to do freaking things with her eyes and hair, the hunk ushered me and other gal away from the weirdo.   Before we went through another door, I looked back and screamed.  The woman was changing into a giant black widow spider.   Yea, the three of ran through a lot of doors, still couldn't find a way out.  The spider lady caught up to us and somehow made the floor move up and down.  The house started shaking, paintings fell of walls.  It was madness

 

Lucky for us, changing into a spider quickly and making things happen took a lot out of her.   She collapsed on the floor as the house settled.  We managed to move around her, discovering she had been ushering us away from one door in particular.  We walked around her as she reached for us with her many legs and made it to the door.  the hunk opened it up and.....

 

I woke up.  I sure as hell hope it was the front door. 

 

Dream: The Escaped Shifters

Dream starts and this blonde woman is a technician in a building.  She has few duties except to monitor numbers and output on screens.  She doesn't know what the company does nor what the stuff she monitors is for.  She's clueless.    One night while on the job, she wanders back from the bathroom and hears an animal growl coming from somewhere.   She follows the sound thinking it's a trapped wild animal.

She approaches a room and walks in to find a wolf strapped onto a table.   A man known to her as Doc is standing over the wolf holding a scalpel.

"Stop!  What are you doing?"   The woman yells and rushes to Doc's side.

"Trish. What are you doing here?   You know you're not allowed in this section.  Now go on back to your room and let me get back to work."  Doc told her.

"No!  I won't let you hurt this animal."   Before she realizes what she's doing, Trish picked up a folding chair and hit Doc over the head with it.    He crumbles to the floor and she stares at the wolf who is watching her.  She removes the straps holding him down and in a blink, the wolf changes to a man.   She's shocked but not horribly so. 

The man finds some scrubs to wear and decides to take Trish with him.  They leave the room and rush down a hallway but she hears crying and feels she has to find out who it is.  She finds a boy about 8 years old wearing a hospital gown, hiding in a corner of a room, crying.   But the boy's facial features are not human.   He's stuck between what looks like a cat and his human form.  Trish and the man take the boy with them and find another shifter to release.  They get down to the ground floor due to the guards but the new shifter tells them its not a problem.  He can fly them off the building. 

They stand on the roof and the man changes into the biggest bird you've ever seen.   They ride the bird's back and get to the ground a mile a way.   

The scene changes and Trish now knows that she's actually a shifter as well.   She discovered her amnesia happened because she was experimented on due to her unique abilities to change into any animal.     Trish and the first man she helped escaped (we'll call him Lucas because his name wasn't mentioned in the dream) found another hideout of their captors.   The plan is for Trish to go in one entrance and Lucas in another entrance and find out what they can. 

The cover up for the building is a grocery store  near the main entrance.    Trish wanders around the store carrying a basket and putting things in it while she watches people.  She finds some men in uniforms going down a hallway.  To get everybody out and create havoc, she pulls the fire alarm so she can go down the hallway to investigate.    The store is in chaos as people rush to leave. They start screaming when they see the men in uniforms carrying rifles and ushering people out.

Trish runs down the hallway she found and finds three elevators but no buttons on the walls for them.  She finds two locked doors and she can't get through them.   She's trapped in this hallway now.   The alarms are going off, she can hear the men running around and shouting, her heart is racing and she's trying to figure out what to do now.  That's when I woke up. 

Yea, guess we'll never know what happens next unless the dream continues tonight.

"Unhand me at once!"

I know I haven't posted a dream in a while so here is my latest one. I just had this last night.  Enjoy!!!

 

I was being escorted through the Queen of England's palace.  I was a guest there and I was being shown different parts of it.   On one landing of stairs, was what I thought a sculpture of sorts.   it was 4 golden hands holding a blanket tightly.   I asked the queen what the deal was with it and she said "Oh, Those are employees of Rosemary's.   Rosemary was the head housekeeper years ago."     I looked at her blankly and the queen pointed at a single pair of golden hands,  holding a cup.   The queen pointed at them and said "That's Rosemary."  

 

I just said Okay and decided it was a good time to go elsewhere in the palace. lol   I was off by myself and looking at some statues when I hear a scream.   I run through the halls and never found the source of the scream but I found the queen on the stairs. She was going to investigate the sound too.   Suddenly, the 4 hands that were holding the blanket came to life.  They rushed the Queen with the blanket, trapping her inside it.  The hands now holding the Queen in a type of pouch that was hovering in the air, close to the ceiling in the massive place.  I look around and Rosemary, her hands that is, dropped the cup they were holding and were just kind of sitting there.  I yell out to the queen for her to Call Rosemary's name and for her to order her take control of her employees hands in order to get the Queen back on the floor.    I hear the Queen's voice, muffled by the blanket, cry out  "Rosemary!  Rosemary, tell them to unhand me at once!  Please!"   

 

that's when  I was awakened by the phone ringing..  but I had to laugh..  the queen of england was being held prisoner by hands ( that were not attached to anything) and she tells them to unhand her.. 

 

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

The obstacle course

I had a new dream!!!!!! Yay! I love my dreams and hadn't had a new one since August. This one though is very different. I'll just post it below and you can shake your head at me later. I blame the mead I had at dinner. lol



The dream starts and I’m on a small Asian type boat with guy. I don’t know his name but he has short brown hair and a scraggly beard and is dressed in black. So I’ll call him Blackie. We arrive a set of floating buildings that have a prisoner on them. There are 4 sets of these carved stone prisons floating about. The first one we come to, we meet the guild who is the prisoner on this floating thing. He shows us to the obstacle course we need to go through.

The obstacle course is full of water and vines hanging down from the ceiling and boulders spaced out everywhere. We have to go through the course without touching the water. We do this so we can activate the statue that is at the end of the course so we can get the next clue. Blackie and me make it through the course with difficulty but we make it and we stand before the statue. The statue is an old Asian woman and when we are in front of it, her eyes light up and she begins to move. She gives us the next clue and we leave the floating prison and go to the next.

The next one, the course is harder to get through but looks the same as the first. The prisoner on this prison is more rough and tries to take me away from Blackie. Blackie fights him and we go through the course. The statue on the end of this course is another Asian woman, younger than the first. Her eyes light up and she tells us the clue we need. You have to go through all four prison and courses because all clues are only part of the larger clue.

We move on to the next course and this prisoner is even scarier than the last the last one. He fights Blackie and soon dies in the fight. We start to go through the course but a new prisoner has popped in the middle of it. Blackie fights him and tells me to keep going to the statue. I arrive at the statue alone and look back to see Blackie die by the hands of the new prisoner. I scream and cry and I’m afraid because I have to continue alone.

I get back to my boat, determined to see the final clue and when I arrive at the next course, there’s a new person in black with a mask on. He tells me that he is my new partner. There are two prisoners on this last floating prison and the course is even harder than the all the others. This floating prison is in two parts and we are on the first. The new guy in black makes friends with the prisoner on the first part of the prison and suddenly there’s a new gal there as well. She is being held captive by this prisoner. The new guy in black and the prisoner drag us to a large bed and force us to strip and lie down. While the prisoner is busy getting busy with his captive, the new guy in black is laying on top of me. He still has his mask on and tears are streaming down my face because I know what he’s going to do.

Just before he starts (yes, his pants are down and he’s…. hovering), he lies motionless on top of me and looks into my eyes. I look into his eyes and suddenly I know. It’s him. It’s Blackie! Before I could ask how it was possible he was here, he kissed me, silencing me. I knew he wanted me quiet so I nodded. We were laying that, gazing into each others eyes and….

I woke up. Damn it! Lol I lay in bed, trying to get back to sleep but the damn cat had other ideas.. I wanted to finish the dream, not just to see what Blackie would do but go through the obstacle course and hear the forth clue and see what happened next. Damn cat for keeping me awake. lol

Crying on way home

On my way home from work today, I had music cranked and was listening to my ipod like I always do. I sang along with a couple of Madonna songs and enjoyed it. then a britney spears song came on. And not just any Britney Spear song either. It had to be that one. I've heard the song many times since I had that dream in September 2010 and at first it was very hard for me to listen to it. I had to stop each and every time. I think about 8 months ago, I could finally listen to the song without weeping.

But not today. The song started out like normal and I was okay. Then I had a flash back and thought of the dream and yes, I cried while driving down Jordan road. did I stop the song? No. I listened to it. sang with it and cried with it.

I know it was just a dream. I realize this. That does not stop the powerful emotions from coming back just from that dream. Even though that dream is etched forever into my mind, I decided to go back and read what I wrote. damn.. now I need kleenex


Dream September 4, 2010
So I had a really bad dream Friday the 4th. I dreamed that a friend (let’s call her M) in Vermont died but I was in denial. I didn't want to believe it. So I wasn't grieving or anything yet because it wasn't true. Then, one night I was walking home from work on a dirt road with lots of trees. I thought I saw something ahead of me and it was my friend! I ran up to her saying "I knew you weren't dead, I just knew it!" and M said, "sorry, but it is true. I am dead. See?" and she started to fade right in front of my eyes.

I screamed, "No!" and she said, "It's okay, you can't get rid of me that easily. Look, I have to go check on my hubby but I'll be back." and she started walking down the road. I fell to my knees and started bawling. I looked up again, and she was at the end of road, singing a Britney Spears tune (it was "Hit me baby one more time") and doing a funny dance to cheer me up. I started crying even harder and I mean, wails of crying and unending grief . Then she disappeared, leaving me in the middle of the road with my tears.

When I woke up this morning, I had to keep telling myself that was just a dream because I was still crying. and I was crying for a long time after that. I know it was just a dream but the pain, and sorrow of finding out that she was dead was still fresh and harsh.

I had an adventure with one of my characters

I think I have been reading too many paranormal romance novels lately and I've been writing too much or focusing too much(if there is such a thing) in my book.

Last night, I dreamed of the ghost in my book. His name is Eric. In the dream, I was in bed, trying to get to sleep when the room grew cold. I saw the air sort of shimmer next to my bed and Eric manifested there. He looked as he does in my book, tall, shoulder length hair, nice build, see through and yummy. lol

"What...How?" I started to say as I sat up in bed.

"We have business to attend to. Come with me." Eric said and held out his hand.

"But..." I was still shocked to see him standing there, a character I created.

"Come. I'll explain later. We must leave now." Eric insisted.

I took his hand and before I could get out of bed, Eric and I disappeared from my bedroom. A second later, and we were in a forest but I didn't know where. Eric looked around as if looking for something, then we disappeared again. We reappeared in a strange home. Again, Eric looked around for something. Before I could say anything, we disappeared again. Now, my stomach was starting to act up. You go popping into various places and see how your stomach acts. lol

When we reappeared again, we were in what I guessed was a castle. It had stone walls, torches instead of lamps, drafty, dark and looked cool. Eric started looking around again but before we could disappear again, I yanked my hand away and stepped back.

"What is the matter?" Eric asked.

"Has it occurred to you that I can't handle poofing around like that?" I snapped at him and leaned against the wall for support. "Just what are you looking for anyway? Why did you drag me out of bed?"

"I thought you knew. You created me." Eric replied.

"I know I created you but that I doesn't mean I know what's going on. Just tell me." I asked him.

"We have to leave. She isn't here." Eric replied. He took my hand again and we disappeared again.

Now, I found myself in a field that I recognized from my book. "That's it. I've had enough." I yelled at him.

"We don't have time for this." Eric told me calmly.

"Then tell me what the Hell is going on!" I yelled.

Eric sighed, "Something went wrong."

"Ya think?" I snapped.

Eric remained quiet as he paced in the field beside me. When he finally stopped pacing, he looked at me once and then disappeared, leaving me in the field alone.

"You can't leave me here!" I yelled after him. "Asshole!"

Then I woke up. lol I don't think there are many writers who dream of their character from their book. Why I dreamed it is a mystery. It doesn't really follow the plot of my book. I think it's just a sign that I read too much. Of course, out of all the characters I have created in my 3 books, I am glad I dreamed of him. He was yummy. lol Just wish he told me what was going on. lol

My Protector Celebrity

Last night, I dreamed of a celebrity.  I'm not going to tell you which one, until the end.  You know, shock value and all.  lol 

The dream starts with me in the kitchen of a huge house, probably a mansion.  In the kitchen (black counter top, black cabinets, black appliances and it was night too) were some monitors where I could see what was happening in various areas in and out of the house.   I look at the bedroom monitor and spot the celebrity in bed, looking right at the camera, knowing I was watching.  He gives a sexy smirk and starts stripping.  Shirt goes off, the guy hooks a thumb in his pants waist and starts pulling down.  I basically run to the bedroom.  Lmao  

The scene changes and it's morning.  I walk out into the hallway and spot Pipsqueek running back and forth in the long hallway, he's just going nuts and having fun.  So I decide to join him.  The floor of the hallway was wood and polished so it was slick. I have fuzzy socks on.  You see where this is going?  Yup, I run ¾ of the way down the hallway after the cat and slide the remaining quarter way to the wall.  I run back down the other way and do the same thing.  It was a lot of fun.   My celebrity walks to the doorway and watches me.  He starts walking towards me and Pipsqueek runs past him and the guy said "Yo, Pip. Calm down, cat."   The celebrity and I hug. 

Scene changes again and I'm running for my life.  I'm terrified and running through trimmed grass and it's night.   So, all I really see is the grass and darkness around me.    I look back and whatever is there is getting closer. I don't know what it is but I have to run.  I suddenly run straight into my celebrity who hugs me tightly and tells me to calm down. 

Celebrity "What's wrong? Why are you running?"

Me through tears "It's after me!" 

Celebrity  gets all macho and steps in front of me, ready to fight but he doesn't see anything.  "There's nothing here.  See?" He says waving a hand around. "You know I'll protect you, right.  Nothing can hurt here." 

He pulls me to him, my head is on his chest, one of his hands is on the back of my head, he's just saying "shh, it's okay"  as I cry into his chest.     And then I woke up.

So, any guesses as to who my celebrity is?  Any at all?  

Okay, here are a couple of clues.    He's muscular.  He's been in many action movies and he's not governor. Lol  He's played a cop, an ex military fighter, an assassin and (I'm sure you'll know who it is after I say this)  a boxer!  

Yup, you guess it.  It was Sylvester Stallone.  Knowing that, go back and read the dream. Lol  I was kind of weirded out this morning and even said "what the Hell?!"  and you know when I say that about my dream, something is very odd. Lmao

These ladies aint no angels

Had another weird dream last night. It woke me up at 10:20 and as I lay there, thinking about it, I decided to get up and email a part of the dream to a friend. it was just... odd. lol

Dream starts with a red head woman running trying to escape a building that was surrounded by water. She starts swimming and goes invisible. A shot rings out and the woman re-appears dead and floating in the water. Her 3 friends mourn her and try to figure out a new way to escape their prison.

Inside the building, there is wire netting type thing over all the windows (windows on doors too). The women are trapped in one room with no way out. The blonde just came back from another experimental session with the crazy doctors. Now she can turn invisible like her dead friend did. Her 2 roommate friends can also do extraordinary things and also turn invisible. The black haired woman can throw fireballs with her hands. The third brown haired woman has extraordinary aim which is deadly when combined with her awesome knife skills.

The 3 women decide that since they don't want to die, they will make sure they can escape alive. To do that, they have to kill every body in the building to make sure they aren't chased or followed. They all turn invisible and wait for a guard to open the door to check on them. Then they break the guard's neck and sneak out into the hallway.

The dream starts fast forwarding like somebody has their finger on the fast forward button. All I see is the 3 ladies killing everybody in various ways and fast. Go invisible, show up next to somebody, kill them, disappear again. Pop in, kill, pop out.. Kind of gruesome and I'll spare you those details. Of course, the fast forward stops when they get to one room where another "patient" is out of his room and has gone insane. He chases the women and they manage to trap him between 2 doors (think of a front door and screen door type thing but both are glass). By trapping him between the 2 doors, he is basically flattened and blood goes everywhere like you step on a ketchup packet. Lol

The women start swimming in the water and digging around to find keys to their car. After a lot of searching, they find the keys and just as they reach their car, another guard runs out and starts shooting at them. But the knife thrower has it covered. She throws a knife that lands in the barrel of the rifle. And then throws another knife that lands between the dude's eyes.

The three women drive off into the water in their old '50's style car. As you see the car drive off into the sunset (in the water lol) the dream camera goes back to a wall in the building they left. I'm thinking it's an indoor but empty pool. On a wall of that empty pool are words painted in red (let's pretend it's paint) and a song starts playing. The voice sounded like Jack Black and the tune started off just talking and then turned heavy metal-ish. I only remember the first 4 lines of the song and if I could write music notes or something, I'd show you the tune. But you'll just these words in Jack Black's voice. Lol Enjoy

Go out amongst the living and slay their cards

Go out amongst those with eyes wide shut

Go out amongst the living and slay them all

Go out amongst those with eyes wide shut

Last night's emotional dream

Last night, I had a sad dream. The dream started out happy with the entire family going to Las Vegas. We were going to have some fun. We arrived at the airport in Vegas and dad told me that Grandpa was already waiting for us.

"What? Really?" I almost squealed because I got to see Grandpa!

"Yup. Can you do me a favor and go wait with him while I get the bags?" Dad asked

"Sure!" I replied and skipped over to Grandpa.

I hugged him tightly and we started talking. Grandpa said he's been okay and he looked great. We walked over to a counter and he took out a stack of traveler's checks and started signing them. First check he signed was for $600 which is kind of an odd amount. Grandpa said he was giving everybody some money to have a good time with. It wasn't a lot but it equaled $225 per person. I hugged him again and said thanks. I turned to see if Dad was around and when I did that, Grandpa collapsed. He wasn't moving. He wasn't breathing. I screamed and looked for dad again. I spotted him a long ways away so I told the people around Grandpa to call 911 while I get my dad.

I ran over to dad who was carrying so many bags, he could barely stand and told him Grandpa collapsed. Dad dropped all of the bags right there and we both ran back to Grandpa. Grandpa still wasn't breathing or moving, Dad was crying, I was crying, even some bystanders were crying. That's when I woke up around 11 pm. I'm extremely sad typing this up and choking back tears. You see, Grandpa has been dead for 6 years now. It was so good to hug him in the dream. I miss him.

Now, it's been said that loved ones visit you in your dreams after they passed on. Was this a visitation? If so, has he visited the rest of the family like this? Despite the sadness of the dream, I woke up in a very good mood. Smiling and making jokes. Then I typed up the dream... yea, I need the good mood to return. It will eventually.

For now, I leave with a message to Grandpa. We all love you and we all miss you.

Soooooooooooooooo

What's up? not much with me.. getting over Bronchitis, haven't written much this month, I have had a couple of dreams but I didn't "hold" on to them. oh, I know, I can talk about holding on to dreams. No, not the dreams like "My dream is to the win lottery". I mean dreams you have when you sleep.

Okay, so... let's see if I can explain it. Let's say I had a weird dream, if I wake up right after that weird dream, I think of that dream as something I can grab. I hold on to it. sometimes, I go over the details in my head as I get something to write with it to get it all down. Think of the dream as a pencil. It's solid, you can grab on to it. Now the next time you pick up a pencil, are you going to think of it as a pencil or the last dream you had and be able to recall the details.

I know a lot of people just say go over the details in you head as soon as you wake up and write it down. Sometimes that doesn't work for me. Hell, I sometimes don't write the dream down until hours later when I'm at work. Why? Because I held on to it. I grabbed it.

Yes, it's an odd concept and it probably won't work for a anybody else. It works for me. How is it that I can't remember maps and crap from a game I play all the freaking time but I can remember details from a dream I had years or months ago (like me carrying a semi-automatic with my siblings and we were searching for our parents in the burning ruins of Denver... hmm maybe I didn't share that one lol)? Maybe because I love my dreams... a lot. Even the bad ones. I hold on to all my dreams and I don't chase them. yea.. I know... I'm weird but you knew that already

Dream: The Wrath of the Statues

Weird dream from last night. I wasn't actually in it. Dream starts and a man has come home from a long journey. He has discovered an ancient temple and nobody believes him because the temple is in Antarctica. Everybody thinks the cold had an effect on his mind and he is then discredited. He starts to walk home and is stopped by a boy about 10 years old. The boy heard of this temple and wants to see it. The man knows he shouldn't but he agrees to take the kid on the return journey to the temple.

Fast forward and the man and boy are standing on a very snowy mountain. They have to reach the top of the mountain to see the temple. The reached the top and the man, waves his arm like he's a price is right model showing prizes. Before them is a valley with lots of trees and grass, very green. In the center of the valley, are structures but you can't make them out because of the tall trees blocking them.

The boy says "Finally." But the man didn't hear him. He explains to the boy that to get down there is very tricky and the boy is to do everything he does. The man jumps down and grabs a nearby vine. He swings to what might be a natural ladder but the rungs of the ladder are 10 feet apart. The man grabs the top rung of the ladder and waits for the boy. The boy easily follows him like he's done it before. Together, the two release their hands and drop to the rung below them. They continue this until they reach the valley floor.

There's a path now before them, and they walk down it. Even though the man has seen it before, he gawks at all the greenery around him and the temperature is comfortable too. They reach a huge stone building and walk through the door. Inside are what look like statues that are at least 20 feet tall. The boy quietly stands beside the man as the man starts talking about the statues.

Suddenly, a voice yells in front of them, "Silence! I told you never to return!" The man looks for the source of the voice and see's one of the statues, a woman, looking at him and she's pissed. "What is the meaning of this?" She asks.

"I tried to tell people of this place but nobody believed me except for this boy." The man replies. "I had to show him it was real."

The woman statue bends down (you can hear the stone she's made of grinding as she bends) and her face is inches away from the boy who is grinning madly. Suddenly, the woman stands up tall and starts waving her hands in front of her, an energy ball of lightning is forming between her hands. The man stands between her and the boy.

"Wait! He's just a boy, he means no harm." He replies.

"That is no boy. That is our long lost brother. He must die." She says as another hand from another statue, grabs the man by the back of his shirt and moves him out of the way.

"I came to rejoin you." The boy finally says to the statues. He turns to the man, "I am sorry for misleading you but I had to find out if you were a crackpot or if you really found my home."

"You were banished a millennia ago, brother. Why return now?" The woman says.

I can hear the boy and the statues talking but I can't remember what was said. I do remember an energy ball narrowly missing the boy. This is where the dream turns into another one that has nothing to do with the statue dream. I wish I found out how it ended but unless the dream continues tonight, I'll never know the ending.